Monday, September 19, 2005

The Reason

The reason I don’t want to work here as permanent

1. Too many back stabbing

Even working as a contractor, I saw contractor stabbing each other behind each others. Imagine working with them in the future, all backstabbing and no work productivity. Now only I realize, the toes I step on today maybe attached to the ass I will have to kiss tomorrow.

Knifing friends in the back is not my cup of tea.

2. Pretentious people

Doing a good job here is like wetting your pants in a dark suit. You get a warm feeling but no one else notices.

I don’t pretend to work. I don’t work to show off to others. I don’t work in front of other people. I don’t need to tell the world when I complete my task. I don’t brag. Therefore I am not suitable to work here.

3. Working hard and looking really hardworking

It is not that I cannot perform in my work; I find no reason to act in front of others. I know I can adapt to my work, I also know what I can perform here and I know I got nothing to prove to others. I already proved to myself that I can complete my work while still got time to help others. Also, I know I am efficient and dedicated to my work.

4. I don’t complain much

If complain is the only way to get the work done, it seem pointless working here. There is not reason for one to work hard if he or she can just log complain about others. Someone jealous of others, then they start complaining, more jealously will occur.

e.g.

I can work at any place the management arrange for me, there is no need to make a havoc over this, no need to complain about others.

Sunday, September 18, 2005

Feeling

Don’t we all want others to understand your feeling?

Don’t we all want others to respect your feeling?

It is not good if others keep on playing with your feeling. In the end, you get hurt.

Do I have the chance to be your friend?

I can’t promise I will be able to make you feel good all the time

But I can try my best and I wont play with your heart and wont mess with ur feeling.